Why am i here God ?

Oh what is this life ?
What is the purpose of this life?
Oh what is this life?

Oh God give me a goal
Why am I on this earth?
What purpose do i serve here?
oh God please give me a clue about my destiny

Oh God i am lost ..
i dont know what i am supposed to do..
I dont have a dream,...
I dont know why I do exit here in this world??

Oh God is life about happiness ?
What is happiness God?
What is true happiness God ?
Is it wealth and respect ....
what is success in life in God ??

Oh God what i am to be ?
Am i to be wealthy and respected ?
Am i to be a star , to be the best above the rest ?
am i supposed to a normal simple guy ?

Oh God i am not happy ?
I do not know what makes me happy?
I cant live life in pain ...
What gain is there in pain dear God ?

Oh God i do not know
i am confused , i do not know what makes me happy?
I do not dream , I cant see my future..
I just live without any meaning ??

Oh God , i keep myself busy
Busy inorder to hide from the pain
Inorder to run away from depression..
Inorder to run away from sadness..

Oh God , y am i here on this earth?
I dont like this world ,
I love to be left alone, I dont like to be seen
I like to be alone forever...
I feel like running away from everyone ??

Oh God , why am i living here?
What is my purpose God ?
Why am i studying ??
Why cant i be happy God ??
Why am i sad always and depressed from inside?
Why cant i be myself in this world?
Oh God , help me , what am i supposed to be in this world?
Please give me a meaning to my life God
Why am i here God ??
Why God?