Trust or not to Trust?

I may be the biggest cynic in the world. I may be the person who is scared of this world. I may be the person who wants to run away from this world cause he doesnt even trust his own family. However , I am a person who can easily trust people. Its surprising , isnt it, dnt trust family but trust friends. However , that is history , a painful past which has made me what I am in life. I do not trust anyone from the brain. My heart if fickle, it trusts extremely easily. However, lets see. I asked my best friend ( that person knows who) why should I trust her ? She replied back " Give a reason why you should not trust me ? , I do not expect me to lie ." This question confounded me. Why shouldnt I trust her? She knew me inside out , she knew that I was like a girl , very sensitive, just from my writings. She knew that I was hiding something from her but still she used to listen intentively to me and respected me. This person in two years has matured beyond her age. I idolize her like hell. I hide things from her cause I dont want to discuss my problems, I want to solve them on my own and her friendship is most important to me. We are two opposite people, she is from humanities , a topper in studies , a great dancer and pathetic at sports. I am the opposite , studious and sports . I rarely watch films nor do I dance well. But i like all the differences and respect her differences and enjoy her stories and she does too. The key is she has been there for me when i needed a friend to talk to. She always called me when I asked and also when wanted to talk. Thats all it is to it. Thats why I can trust her. She respects me and I respect her. My brain agrees that i can trust her and she is ready to help me out and discuss life with me as well as give me some personal space. She is beyond her age. She is a miracle girl and angel. She is too modest. She is the true star actually. Girls and guys will meet her one day. Tc . Loads of Love my best friend
Sidak