Thursday, October 2, 2008

dear friend what can i say

Friend , oh dear friend
u hav been with me since long
since long it has been

Friend, oh dear friend
were actually a true friend ??
did u try to understand me ??
did u ever think abt me when taking a decision??

Friend , oh my dear friend..
I needed u and u werent there
u were off with urself , unaware of my pains
ignoring my heeds for help, just thinking on urself

Friend , oh my dear friend
why are you so selfish, why dont u respect me
why dont u want to work for us
why dont u want to work for our betterment together

Friend , oh my dear friend,
you know that for me , love is life
love is what i give n happiness i what i seek from you
i wish to have a relation with u dear friend..
is it too much that i seek...

Friend , oh my dear friend,
Why be so stubborn in your case ,
why not hear me out , why cant we discuss things out,
why cant u adjust n respect my differences ,
i try to do the same for u , y cant u compromise dear friend a bit?

Friend, oh my dear friend ,
each one of us is different,
life is about trying to adjust to others
we cnt be selfish always , just fantasize
just think we be same , have ego n not change even a bit

Friend , oh my dear friend ,
do you know what is love??
U have achieved all materialistic desires ,
but where is the true love dear friend..
u just come to me when u need me , when u hav been depressed

Friend , oh my dear friend ,
u never been there fr me , infact u run away from me
I have problems dear friend u dnt no off..
why did u run away dear friend

Friend , oh my dear friend ,
i wish you could understand me sometimes too..
i wish you were a bit unselfish ...
i wish you wanted to work it out with me
i wish you would give US a chance together

Friend , oh my dear friend,..
We shape our own destiny ....
please learn from the past...
i try to improve for u ... try to adjust...
things worked well for us....
But suddenly u hate me now...

Oh why friend, i just wanted u happy,
why do you hate me now dear friend?
I just love you lots dear friend...
I am sorry friend.., im not what u seek
I am not what u desired...
Sorry friend , i leave you to your world ...
I have my arms open for u anytime ...
But friend , it is 'us' that is important to me
not me or you individually , 'us'
it is always 50-50 in life...

Now i leave with sadness ...
with nothing to have...
i know u will learn your own way...
i am learning my way all on my own ....
i miss ur presence , but i must move on...
srry dear friend , i am not what you wanted for me...

But please remember dear friend
Oh dear friend , i will always try to work on what u wanted...
but please help me and support me in times of need...
it is 'us' that is important , not individuals..
for me 'us' , not me n u individual ...
it is 'we' , not I and u...
that is what i believe dear friend

Love
Sidak

3 comments:

Sidak said...

This is just a nice poem full of feelings... Please try to appreciate the feelings and I am not depressed plzzz.... :P

Ankszsz said...

I'm speechless.... An elegant depiction of true love and friendship, the pain of losing a dear and close friend. Totally awesome! Feels like I'm reading the thoughts of a living human being going to this pain.
U rock Sidak!

shweta said...

ohk!...... if u want me to tell u the truth.... i am sorry i ll have to remark a bit critically as i dun approve of wat u really feel.... i think its contradictory.... on one hand u want the person to be there with u...u say that u love her and all on the other u accuse her of being selfish nd all dat stuff.... sidak if u really love a person u cannot really test da person on ur terms and needs... i knw its too idealistic to say all this but its simple.... da day u start expecting for reciprocation the relationship is just not love but a mixture of other emotions too!... think abt it... though its very normal to think dat its love.... but again the term is too abstract right?!! :)